I wonder if i still love him...?

My ex broken up with me 1 mth ago and now looks like he's thinking of getting together again. I was thrilled n happy at 1st but then i was held back alittle coz i wondered if i still haf feelings 4 him. It makes me wonder if he's standing rite in front of me now, will i still hav the urge to hug or kiss him like the past? I feel rather numb n confused now. I tried to recall all our past fond memories we had to see if i do miss that past i had with him, but then i still feel that confusion. On the contradictory, i still quite look forward to the rekindle of our love. If that's so, izzit because i can't get use to that loneliness or boredom n juz trying 2 look 4 a companion??